Tryna creep? No, that’s the point of having a private blog and even if you magically found it, it’s password protected. I’ve realized that whenever I vent on here.. It’s NEVER a good idea and I learned my lesson. If I can barely trust actual people, I probably shouldn’t trust the public Internet, hmm?
I can’t think straight lately. I had to say goodbye to my grandmother on Tuesday, but she hasn’t passed yet. She hadn’t opened her eyes in days, but when I said bye to her and gave her a hug, she rolled over towards me and opened her eyes. She stuck her foot out of the bed just like me and my dad do when we sleep and she was trying to move towards me. I think that was her way of telling me she knew I was there, loves me, and it’s time for me to move on. It was such a beautiful way for her to say goodbye to me, and I feel like I made a huge impact on her life. But my mind still isn’t in a good place.