Supernatural, Honey Boo Boo, The Mentalist (fuck anyone who rips off Psych), Mike & Molly, The Big Bang Theory, Jersey Shore, Sex & The City, True Blood, Teen Wolf, Big Brother, Survivor, Grey’s Anatomy, The Michael J. Fox Show, Two & A Half Men, Vegas, Elementary, Glee, 2 Broke Girls, The Vampire Diaries, Secret Life of the American Teenager, Chasing Life, Girls, The Mindy Project, Ren & Stimpy, Keeping Up With The Kardashians, General Hospital, Young & Hungry, Devious Maids, probably way more but I’ll stop there.
Oooh question 20 basically asks me to be myself. So, I’m really annoyed that I’ve made tons of ridiculously difficult changes in the past year and I don’t feel much different. It’s hard to observe your own progress. I don’t like how exercise feels like a chore and I always get anxious at the gym. People talk about graduated exposure and fuck I do it with everything, and it doesn’t get any easier. There’s a lot of things about therapy & CBT that don’t seem to work for me. I’ve felt tired every day for as long as I can remember. I haven’t been sleeping well recently. I can get 9-10 hours of sleep in the summer, which is truly how much my body needs. I don’t feel better though. I’ve had a sour stomach for days now and back pain for a couple. I don’t feel like doing cardio even though my doctor told me my heart is healthy. And I turn 23 in 6 days and I feel so old. I also feel lame since I cancelled my birthday party. I sought out to be social this summer and decided I didn’t want to. It just stresses me out. I wish my boyfriend and I were ready to get a place together, but it’s going to take a long time until then. And I wish Manda was moving up here sooner because I hate everyone. I’ll stop there.